as i sit here another day at the office, i think to myself, "i'm sick of just another day at the office"...
i want more than just "another day at the office"... tired of the staleness and complacency of a job, ready for a new adventure, somewhere down career avenue...
but how do i rock the boat and step out of the box, when i'm constantly bombarded by this tiny but ridiculously huge blockade called FEAR? how do i get it out of my head, and out of my life?... i dream big, but live small and i'm not speaking monetarily... YES an increase in finances would be wonderfully accepted, but an INCREASE in happiness at the workplace would be a million times better...
so why instead of applying for that job that may be challenging but definitely worth it, why do i shy away and "accidentally" but "on purpose" forget to submit my resume on time? why do i continue to complain but remain stagnant? how do i overcome this fear?
you ask: "what is this fear of?"... it must be of success, of accomplishment, or reaching my full potential... of challenging myself in a new work environment and loving it!... so how can i continue to come to work each day, feeling as if i get dumber by the minute?... having to open a book, just to make sure i can still read, lol, pathetic but true... do i really want to do this for the rest of my life?
i write this for advice, for some assistance and help!... maybe a description on how you overcame this fear... any and all advice welcome... so please anyone and everyone who can offer a word of encouragement or just a thought... it would be welcomed and appreciated ;-)
i thank you in advance....